Let's Play Love (Week 2)

This was last week's video.

Me and Romeo are really comic relief for the show~ But well, I'm not complaining. Laughter is good...it somehow makes your troubles disappear, even if for a moment. =)

Do remember to vote for this couple on Xinmsn.com's Let's Play Love's microsite --> http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/lets-play-love/lets-play-love-comment6.aspx?cp-documentid=4782282

For those who love me, I'm standing strong. =)

Love,
~*Silver~*

Let's Play Love (Week 2)

This was last week's video.

Me and Romeo are really comic relief for the show~ But well, I'm not complaining. Laughter is good...it somehow makes your troubles disappear, even if for a moment. =)

Do remember to vote for this couple on Xinmsn.com's Let's Play Love's microsite --> http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/lets-play-love/lets-play-love-comment6.aspx?cp-documentid=4782282

For those who love me, I'm standing strong. =)

Love,
~*Silver~*

That I Will Be Good.

Do I have to answer to every single one of you? And for those of you keen to judge, I'm sick and tired. I don't even care what you guys say now. Yes he cheated and mishandled everything. Okay we're no longer together now. What else do you guys want me to do? Oh yeah I found out she's the driving-centre-bicycle who was often sent to the centre by different men. Does that make a difference? Those of you keen to find out what she looks like, go search facebook. She's the long-haired girl who NEVER smiles showing her teeth, and chances are wearing low-cut, spag-strap, or showing cleavage. I don't want her picture in my blog cos that just screams contamination. But I'll give you a link --> Click here.

Anyway, thanks for giving me the support and love and encouragement I need, from all those who supplied me with them. Love you all~

Just met with an accident. Lost consciousness halfway while riding. Thank god I was on lane 3, and I heard from the police that the person who called the police saw me suddenly fall and roll across the floor. When the police came they told me I had somehow already picked up my bike, put it on side stand, and was standing beside it. Thing was, I had absolutely zero recollection of the whole incident, and could only remember stuff from when I was inside the ambulance. I was alone when the accident occurred, thank god. A piece of flesh came off my left ankle, another deep abrasion on my left knee. Abrasions on my right knee, right ankle, and right torso as well. Bruising on my forehead probably caused by the fact that the visor broke and came off. Thank god I was wearing my thick pink woolly Adidas sweater and gloves. Saved my hands and the rest of my upper body. Jeans tore la, but hey, at least I was wearing them... Prolly the good thing was I called Nic after the incident (cos he lives nearby) and he helped me to the clinic, get dressing supplies, and sent me home. He was nice enough to buy me dinner just now as well.

Though really, the relationship thing was the last thing I could think of. In other words, I try not to think too much into it. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else...I don't know. All I know is I'm going to get my bike repaired, earn back my money, and try not to let this affect all the filming assignments I have on hand or the blogging assignments. I'll also need to send my laptop for repair cos the screen shattered upon my falling and rolling I guess. (I'm now blogging on the netbook.) What will my decision be regarding Nic? Don't ask. I'm constantly in a state of serious consideration. (Yes I knocked my head, but my helmet was great and I only had bruises so I CAN still think.) Don't even try talking me out of riding, because supposing I was driving today and I lost consciousness while driving, things could be worse because lost consciousness on the bike means throttle will be closed, but lost consciousness on the car may not mean the foot is off the accelerator. Food for thought.

First, I was cheated of money by an arsehole by the name of Win Chan, then came another one by the name of Michelle Koh who screwed up my relationship, of course aided by Nicholas himself, now this. All within one month. Does that mean life is just going to get better and better after this? You hit rock-bottom, there're only 2 ways to go - you either die (choi~) or you go up. I'm going up. I know many people who are willing to pull me up, and I will not act like I don't need them. I do, and I'm stretching out my hands... (even though my right torso hurts like freaking bad...)


I Will Survive,
*~Silver~*

That I Will Be Good.

Do I have to answer to every single one of you? And for those of you keen to judge, I'm sick and tired. I don't even care what you guys say now. Yes he cheated and mishandled everything. Okay we're no longer together now. What else do you guys want me to do? Oh yeah I found out she's the driving-centre-bicycle who was often sent to the centre by different men. Does that make a difference? Those of you keen to find out what she looks like, go search facebook. She's the long-haired girl who NEVER smiles showing her teeth, and chances are wearing low-cut, spag-strap, or showing cleavage. I don't want her picture in my blog cos that just screams contamination. But I'll give you a link --> Click here.

Anyway, thanks for giving me the support and love and encouragement I need, from all those who supplied me with them. Love you all~

Just met with an accident. Lost consciousness halfway while riding. Thank god I was on lane 3, and I heard from the police that the person who called the police saw me suddenly fall and roll across the floor. When the police came they told me I had somehow already picked up my bike, put it on side stand, and was standing beside it. Thing was, I had absolutely zero recollection of the whole incident, and could only remember stuff from when I was inside the ambulance. I was alone when the accident occurred, thank god. A piece of flesh came off my left ankle, another deep abrasion on my left knee. Abrasions on my right knee, right ankle, and right torso as well. Bruising on my forehead probably caused by the fact that the visor broke and came off. Thank god I was wearing my thick pink woolly Adidas sweater and gloves. Saved my hands and the rest of my upper body. Jeans tore la, but hey, at least I was wearing them... Prolly the good thing was I called Nic after the incident (cos he lives nearby) and he helped me to the clinic, get dressing supplies, and sent me home. He was nice enough to buy me dinner just now as well.

Though really, the relationship thing was the last thing I could think of. In other words, I try not to think too much into it. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else...I don't know. All I know is I'm going to get my bike repaired, earn back my money, and try not to let this affect all the filming assignments I have on hand or the blogging assignments. I'll also need to send my laptop for repair cos the screen shattered upon my falling and rolling I guess. (I'm now blogging on the netbook.) What will my decision be regarding Nic? Don't ask. I'm constantly in a state of serious consideration. (Yes I knocked my head, but my helmet was great and I only had bruises so I CAN still think.) Don't even try talking me out of riding, because supposing I was driving today and I lost consciousness while driving, things could be worse because lost consciousness on the bike means throttle will be closed, but lost consciousness on the car may not mean the foot is off the accelerator. Food for thought.

First, I was cheated of money by an arsehole by the name of Win Chan, then came another one by the name of Michelle Koh who screwed up my relationship, of course aided by Nicholas himself, now this. All within one month. Does that mean life is just going to get better and better after this? You hit rock-bottom, there're only 2 ways to go - you either die (choi~) or you go up. I'm going up. I know many people who are willing to pull me up, and I will not act like I don't need them. I do, and I'm stretching out my hands... (even though my right torso hurts like freaking bad...)


I Will Survive,
*~Silver~*

Greener Pastures

This might be a tad late, but better to be late than never amirite? My new blog is up and running. If you're even mildly interested to view the improvements I have made to my writing and design, please visit this link.

You Slept With My Boyfriend?

-Post removed upon request-



For all those people who've judged me based on what I've posted, sorry, I don't really need it now. Career suicide? Have you ever read my blog and realised my blog talks about me in as real a way as possible? Angry, upset, happy, excited, frustrated, excited, calm, touched, overwhelmed, anything I feel - it's all here. What happened happened. If it all happened on the same day I didn't choose it. Was it my fault I was intimate with my own bf the same day he was intimate with someone else? I didn't know he was you know? Oh, now it's my fault? Great...

I'm tired. I need the 1.5 months off. Everyone, it's very easy to say that I should just dump him and move on. For those of you who have been in the situation, you may understand better. Can I guarantee that if I find someone new, after going through the initial I-don't-know-how-many-months honeymoon, that the new guy will not stray? Can you guarantee me? Then what, move on and find someone new YET AGAIN? I think I'd rather try to solve problems and make things work than just risk it on someone else again. If it really can't work, then I will have no choice but to move on, agreed? I don't have a switch in my head that I can turn off the love I have for someone, that's why it is called love. It's not always wise, that's what love does - more often than not making you irrational and not questioning the things you do for the other party. You think I'm not upset or disappointed and that I'm just loving this man blindly whilst allowing him to do all the nasty things? I wish Silver Ang was that simple. Every relationship will have its problems. Every single one. It's how we move on from there, couple or not, stronger or not, happier in the end or not.

I posted what I did because my blog has always been my form of letout. It's where I go to especially when I'm upset, and where I share my happiness with you guys. As my readers you should have known that already. The process is where you see the real me. The end result will always be a stronger, happier face. Thank you everyone for your concern, I am really thankful. Let's watch me live life, shall we?


Me.

You Slept With My Boyfriend?

-Post removed upon request-



For all those people who've judged me based on what I've posted, sorry, I don't really need it now. Career suicide? Have you ever read my blog and realised my blog talks about me in as real a way as possible? Angry, upset, happy, excited, frustrated, excited, calm, touched, overwhelmed, anything I feel - it's all here. What happened happened. If it all happened on the same day I didn't choose it. Was it my fault I was intimate with my own bf the same day he was intimate with someone else? I didn't know he was you know? Oh, now it's my fault? Great...

I'm tired. I need the 1.5 months off. Everyone, it's very easy to say that I should just dump him and move on. For those of you who have been in the situation, you may understand better. Can I guarantee that if I find someone new, after going through the initial I-don't-know-how-many-months honeymoon, that the new guy will not stray? Can you guarantee me? Then what, move on and find someone new YET AGAIN? I think I'd rather try to solve problems and make things work than just risk it on someone else again. If it really can't work, then I will have no choice but to move on, agreed? I don't have a switch in my head that I can turn off the love I have for someone, that's why it is called love. It's not always wise, that's what love does - more often than not making you irrational and not questioning the things you do for the other party. You think I'm not upset or disappointed and that I'm just loving this man blindly whilst allowing him to do all the nasty things? I wish Silver Ang was that simple. Every relationship will have its problems. Every single one. It's how we move on from there, couple or not, stronger or not, happier in the end or not.

I posted what I did because my blog has always been my form of letout. It's where I go to especially when I'm upset, and where I share my happiness with you guys. As my readers you should have known that already. The process is where you see the real me. The end result will always be a stronger, happier face. Thank you everyone for your concern, I am really thankful. Let's watch me live life, shall we?


Me.

Slow.

I know you have a blog. I haven't followed it enough during the days you were so down, and I only just saw your last post...

I think about what a fool I have been, and how I always keep asking why you loved me. You never gave me an answer, but you did. I just never saw it... Because I was too busy sorting myself out. I hope it's really not too late...

You asked me why I loved you too. Of course I had answers. It's not just feeling. Feelings come and go, but I held on for the past 1.5 years, at times more briefly and loosely than others. I'm holding on tight now, though you've let go of your grip. I just want to be in tandem with you finally, when we are really, truly, at the same level, how we feel about each other. We've been missing each other, when one loves, the other doesn't, or doesn't as much; when that other one loves again, this one has moved on, or has given up... It's funny how life does these little tricks to make you realize how much some things matter.

I found this online, and if this isn't what Love is, I don't know what is...

 

I'm for real this time. And I know it is too much to ask for, but I pray that you would take a deep plunge again. I'm doing my best, and I'll be waiting...


Love you holding my hands.
Love how you looked at my eyes.
Love how you smile sheepishly back at me.
Love you when you say "I love you too".
Love how you pull me close and kiss my forehead.
Love hugging you and leaning into you when you are riding.
Love how focussed you are when you taught me how to ride.
Love how you occupied my thoughts every single minute then, and how you do so again now.
Love how patient you are with me no matter what.
Love how you remove my makeup for me.
Love how you would turn back from your game and grab my hand.
Love how every time you finish a game you would climb into bed and hug me before going back to your game again.
Love how accomodating you are to me.
Love how my hands always find yours.
Love putting my head on you.
Love how you would always call me during your breaks just to chat for a while.
Love the way we'll always share drinks because you know I cannot finish one by myself.
Love how you cook for me.
Love how you take the dishes for me even when I can reach.
Love how you promised we'll have a nice big house together, with Alton.
Love you when you send me "I miss you" messages at all times of the day.
Love you too when you are angry.
Love you too when you are sad.
Love you most when you are happy with me.
I love how you loved me...

So many reasons why I love you too.
So many reasons which I never told you too...

The hands of time did not reverse, but it moved on and witnessed Spring, except that I was late and still cold in Winter...by the time I arrived in Spring, you were already at dreary tiring Summer...

If I may, I visualise a happy future, with lots of money we made together, the big nice house you said we would have, children, dogs, growing old and still holding hands, and many many more beautiful memories to be made...

Giving You The Patience You Deserve,
*~Silver~*

Slow.

I know you have a blog. I haven't followed it enough during the days you were so down, and I only just saw your last post...

I think about what a fool I have been, and how I always keep asking why you loved me. You never gave me an answer, but you did. I just never saw it... Because I was too busy sorting myself out. I hope it's really not too late...

You asked me why I loved you too. Of course I had answers. It's not just feeling. Feelings come and go, but I held on for the past 1.5 years, at times more briefly and loosely than others. I'm holding on tight now, though you've let go of your grip. I just want to be in tandem with you finally, when we are really, truly, at the same level, how we feel about each other. We've been missing each other, when one loves, the other doesn't, or doesn't as much; when that other one loves again, this one has moved on, or has given up... It's funny how life does these little tricks to make you realize how much some things matter.

I found this online, and if this isn't what Love is, I don't know what is...

 

I'm for real this time. And I know it is too much to ask for, but I pray that you would take a deep plunge again. I'm doing my best, and I'll be waiting...


Love you holding my hands.
Love how you looked at my eyes.
Love how you smile sheepishly back at me.
Love you when you say "I love you too".
Love how you pull me close and kiss my forehead.
Love hugging you and leaning into you when you are riding.
Love how focussed you are when you taught me how to ride.
Love how you occupied my thoughts every single minute then, and how you do so again now.
Love how patient you are with me no matter what.
Love how you remove my makeup for me.
Love how you would turn back from your game and grab my hand.
Love how every time you finish a game you would climb into bed and hug me before going back to your game again.
Love how accomodating you are to me.
Love how my hands always find yours.
Love putting my head on you.
Love how you would always call me during your breaks just to chat for a while.
Love the way we'll always share drinks because you know I cannot finish one by myself.
Love how you cook for me.
Love how you take the dishes for me even when I can reach.
Love how you promised we'll have a nice big house together, with Alton.
Love you when you send me "I miss you" messages at all times of the day.
Love you too when you are angry.
Love you too when you are sad.
Love you most when you are happy with me.
I love how you loved me...

So many reasons why I love you too.
So many reasons which I never told you too...

The hands of time did not reverse, but it moved on and witnessed Spring, except that I was late and still cold in Winter...by the time I arrived in Spring, you were already at dreary tiring Summer...

If I may, I visualise a happy future, with lots of money we made together, the big nice house you said we would have, children, dogs, growing old and still holding hands, and many many more beautiful memories to be made...

Giving You The Patience You Deserve,
*~Silver~*

Let's Play...Love?

No I'm not going to PLAY love, for goodness' sake~ I'm not like that hor~~~ If by now you don't already know I don't friend you already. *act childish*

Okay..sidetracked...think I really need to go sleep right after this, I've been awake for almost 40 hours... (thanks to some ugly guy I don't wish to mention here....another time maybe...Eeks!)

This post is about my new drama!!! It's the first online interactive drama initiative by Xinmsn and Mediacorp, and to be honest I'm kinda excited about how this is going to be like. Like, it's scripted, so it's not exactly a reality TV show, yet it's a reality TVshow format, in which viewers get to decide what happens! So it's not really like, up to us whether we get through to the next round or not, right? 

Cheem.

Okay never mind! 

About the show:
A TV station organises a whole new reality show Let's Play Love, with the aim of selecting an individual who emerges the master of the game.

Four males and four females from different backgrounds will come together to participate in the game. Through a series of missions, each individual will be challenged on their views towards love.

Who will emerge as the winner to attain the title of Best Lover?

5 episodes will be aired each time, and subsequent 5 episodes will be produced based on the viewers' feedback.

I'm in Episode 4 and 5! Do watch all the episodes and vote for your favourite couple 

(Eh hem!!! No need to tell you guys what to do la hor? Hmmmmmmmmm~~???) *lol* 

Here's Ep 4! But do watch the rest to get a feel of the whole picture. ;)

 

Support by helping to "Like" the video in the official website!!! (Only if you really like it of course!)

Let's Play Love 《PK爱情》

Visit --> http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/lets-play-love/default.aspx

Help Kimmy and Ash stay in the game by voting for how you want the story to develop! 

And do remember to "Like" the video! ;) 

(Yah lah yah lah I very "AUNTIE" la~~~say so many times~~)

Don't Play Play,
*~Silver~*